WAWWA- RESOLVED WORK + EVALUATION

Moving on from my 2d developments i used that information to create four final video clips. All are intended to play on a loop separately, i felt that because each piece of text is unrelated theres was no reason to clip them together. i also like the idea of them all playing at the same time around a room to create a cradling type feeling. They are all only around 30 seconds long so it replicates a short moment of stillness; like how you would experience when sitting down on a bench for a break. i composed the clips on the same screen to see how it would look playing together.

I colour corrected the clips to have the same green-blue shade, i felt this helped contribute towards the calm feeling and link them all together. If they were all displayed in the same dark room it would create a glow, something i feel would be soothing and comforting, similar to the calm atmosphere of dusk. It took a while to decide whether the colour of the animation should be the same or not but ultimately i feel the orange glow unites them well in its intent to feel optimistic and warm. The consistency of colour throughout means that the viewer can focus on the writing and visuals. Although i like the final videos all together i can see quite a few tweaks that could be made. The clips feel a bit dark and cold which could bring the general mood down. The different speeds on animations is a bit unsettling so i could adapt that to be a bit more harmonious. Another problem is also the sound, the white noise i think is essential in each separate clip but if all played together it is too loud and aggressive- a solution could be headphones for each clip or i could record some white/background noise that plays in the room instead which would do the same job but feel more peaceful.

I played around lots with how the writing can be incorporated but ultimately settled on a subtitle approach. They give you time to read whilst not dominating your focus, i found a scrolling text or text in random placements wouldn’t allow the viewer time to relax and absorb. In my final crit we discussed the topic of spoken word, i have attempted to record versions of this ,however, i wrote the text without the intention of being spoken so i have never felt that it sounded right. i think that a voice over the visuals would feel too controlling, and that the viewer using their own inner voice helps them to interact in their own way. the silence continues this slow/calm feeling and as someone who gets overwhelmed easily, moments of quiet are so important to ground myself in surroundings. As the concept has developed from ‘living a life away from social pressure’ to ‘acceptance and explorations of time passing’, i have arrived at a point where my goal is to create work that makes the viewer feel still, with no pressure to learn or move forward or think but to just hold a moment for themselves to breathe. I found this project to have many challenges because of my limited focus and lack of sources for inspiration. Perhaps if i had access to a library my explorations might have been more broad, however, i am glad i was able to switch between practices like drawing and sculpture to allow for more opportunities. Digital has been really beneficial in opening up my options and i am excited to use the skills i have learned in future projects.

In some of my earlier experiments i was exploring the idea of rooms for self care/ slowing down/ alternative ideas of productivity and most people responded to it well. However, i came to the conclusion it was too time consuming and decided instead that it was possible to create a virtual room experience. when deciding on the presentation, i found that using waiting room chairs helped influence the pause in thought and that the full wall projections enveloped the viewer in a nurturing way. Using and online ‘ikea room builder’ allowed me to envision what it could look like had i had the resources to take it further. Again i do feel like the resolved work could feel a bit cold, so going forward maybe there are other ways to soften the room e.g curving corners, replacing chairs with soft items or perhaps even displaying the work outside across from a bench. Overall im happy with the outcome, there are many more ways i can explore this concept and i dont feel like this is an end point.

WAWWA- Drawing + Writing

After a 1-1, i have taken a few things onboard.
– i need to let things happen and then attempt to find what i like instead of only creating when i know what the end product looks like.
– i have very little confidence in showing my writing but this doesn’t mean i shouldn’t. im going to be less scared and lean into the love i have of writing – and go forward with any advice i get.

saying this, i have been playing around with how the layout of the words affects the look and way it is read, this has helped me to decide on four pieces of writing to use for my videos. After reading “bluelets” by Maggie Nelson and “Dont let me be lonely” by Claudia Rankine, i found that i love something that feels in between poetry and a journal. The moment of calm you get from poetry is the exact type of slowing down im looking at.

This written exploration has helped me to figure out how the word can be altered by its position, size and font. They are all things i have written during this years lockdowns and reflect the stillness of this time.

After looking at Hayley Tompkins and loving the colours in her work it influenced me to go back to drawing. i was finding digital quite hard as there is a coldness about it. i still want the work to feel soft and not overly made up- with video you can lose the roughness, connection and expressiveness of other physical mediums. Creating drawings will help me connect back to that instinctive reaction to the work and feel the process more closely.

From this work i am drawn to the greens and blues as they feel like growth and calmness. The yellows are more assertive but could be nice as a small hint. i think that too many vibrant colours together like a kaleidoscope would be too flashy and fast. the greys reminds me of the comfort of being inside on a rainy day. im also drawn most to the circular shapes, so i think i will continue on that path like the videos before. i still have no conclusion about the words but i will make some decisions when i return to adobe after effects.

Hayley Tompkins

Hayley Tompkins, born 1971, is a visual artist working in glasgow. She creates installation and produces work that can move between object and painting. i was drawn to tompkins work for the colours and the atmosphere of her paintings. Often i look for a concept or try to understand the reason for creating, however ,i’m trying to enjoy and experience work more for just the visual qualities.
“I don’t want people to feel alienated by the objects i actually want people to ,ideally, look and think i know that already” – she talks about the viewers interaction with the art and i feel that this is an important point for my theme. i want people to see comfort and caring within my work and i think that comes from recognising familiarity.
Her work ‘digital light pools’ (2014) for the venice biennale was displayed over two rooms on the floor, with a collection of photography amongst paintings, it feels as though you are sifting through visual memories. i love her muted colours that feel so nurturing, you aren’t forced to look for anything specific. The minimalism of the work helps to break down our observations and simplify it though colour. she very carefully thinks of how the work is presented, in the bottom left picture, the canvases are spread at uneven intervals; i like how this softens its presence without feeling too assertive. Her work has inspired me to take a step back from the concept and explore the visuals of my work more.

WAWWA DEVELOPMENTS

Moving on from the initial responses I wanted to continue developing the drawings of still moments. I brought some of them into photoshop to play around with where I could take them.

Throughout this project I have been creating pieces of writing that reflect my line of thought about this topic. I have never felt confident in my writing however I feel like it is really relevant as the writing is alway created in a moment of slowing down and reevaluting. For these works I used a piece of automatic writing I had done with the intention to play and visualise the words.

-Working in digital helped me to create quick developments + to not be so precious.
-I feel like they replicate quite well a pause in thought or a moment of boredom.
-Feels flat and I don’t like the lack of physical texture.
-Layers make it feel like thoughts coming in and out of focus/ soft daydream like.
– I like the writing however I have a tendency to hide it so it isn’t legible- which means that it only provides visuals of the letters and not actually the context.

Video developments

I wanted to create videos that take inspiration from the ideas developed in the digital photos. I have been collecting footage over this project that captures still moments of observation similar to my drawings. I wanted to further the written side of the work and also the idea of a visual pause.

At the same time I was seeing adverts all the time for apps, such as “calm”, that are used for meditation. They often use animations that involve gentle movements or growing and shrinking shapes that you can match your breathing to.
-I took inspiration from this to create some simple animations using ‘Adobe after effects’- this turned out to be a lot more complicated than i thought however i love the opportunities it has for digital work.
– although difficult and time consuming i feel at this point it is the best route to follow to create work that is connected to my theme.

-I feel like these short videos continue my drawing work in a way that interests me more.
– i need to play around with words/subtitles more- some of it feels distracting and doesnt allow you time to watch the video
– are there other ways i can display the writing? spoken word, animation, displayed next to the video?
– how would the work be displayed? as a clipp joined into one or on separate screens? how will the sound work with this?
– i like the footage i have taken for these and i aim to capture more to choose from or perhaps link them together.

DEVELOPMENTAL DRAWING – WEEK 3

I feel like these four resolved drawings are a good impression of my explorations over the weeks and highlight my favourite techniques and happy accidents.

  • In the first drawing i first focussed on what my surface could provide, allowing me to use the negative space for the right tone and blanking out around it with white. i like this technique for the texture of it and enjoyed working on wood. i continued on imagery and shapes from previous drawings and composed them in other ways. i like the pink pencil and ink drawings separately but i could have layered them differently because they are quite distracting and the focal point is confused. i think i could work into this more by using white paint to blank over areas which might highlight the pink.
  • The second drawing where i explore 3d drawing might be my favourite, i loved pushing drawn organic lines into a structured 3d space and using pencil to highlight the shadows. However, the execution isn’t perfect, it was pointed out in a crit that although it look interesting in a photo it probably doesn’t in person. i agree but i think that there are so many ways around this, using other materials and spending more time. There could also be the argument whether it is a drawing, 3d or relief but i like that it showed me to question at what point something becomes a drawing.
  • The third drawing focusses on different shading methods, i like how i can use repetitive lines as shade and blank as start highlights. i like the effect of the clear oil pastel on the paper, i wish i had taken this further to see what else i could do with this technique. i still cant decide whether this drawing is too simple and i should have carried on, something feels incomplete about it- it might be because i hold back on creating such dark lines, maybe i should have made the shading bolder for a more interesting outcome.
  • The last drawing focussed on the composition, i like using negative space and zoomed in sections of a subject as the inspiration for this work. there are lots of elements from previous drawing in this, such as the croner shape of a room and the incomplete plant- this was quite well thought out in comparison to the others i considered every aspect before hand. i think this heavy consideration can limit a drawing, i would have like to see a more interesting background or texture in the blank spaces. you can see the paper in most of my drawings, going forward i want to create more interesting surfaces to work on.

This drawing week has really benefited my understanding of what a successful drawing can be. i feel more confident now to be able to use it in all of my practice as a base and as something to resort back to when stuck. Moving away from a focus on concept has reminded me of what can be done with materials and composition.

Developmental Drawing- Artist Research

Marianne Eigenheer

– Marianne Eigenheer (20 April 1945– 15 January 2018) was a swiss artist whose focus was in drawing, she worked also as a professor and lecturer at various art colleges and academies. As a child in the 50s she received piano lessons and grew her love for music, she wanted to be a pianist and composer. However this was not possible and she focussed this energy into drawing and painting.
– I feel her roots in music influence her work, the decisive lines remind me of the movements of a conductor’s baton. These movements varying in intensity and path.
-i love the simplicity of the drawings i feel her decision making of what to show on the paper feels emotive. You can make out recognisable shapes but at the same time i feel she has picked the lines that attract he the most to represent, leaving lots of negative space and room for appreciation for the abstract.
– i feel inspired by what cant be seen in the pictures, i want to created work that doesnt appear to be completed.
– she created a collection of postcard sized drawings in 1980 called “Bilder zur Lage”, all of the drawings where simple lines and abstract yet as a series came together like an orchestra.
– i like the idea of many drawings of the same subject coming together to look completely different. i also feel that this could help my work by taking the focus away from perfect time consuming drawings.
– the variety of the lines and the size of canvas creates a dynamic dance-like impression, i aim to channel this energy into my work to avoid it feeling so stagnant.
– speaking about her work she says “they literally represented my physical state”…”A reflection of one’s own condition”. This confirms the impression i get from these drawings- she doesnt feel much for representing the subject matter but uses objects as a way to convey her current state.

Toba Khedoori

Khedoori was born in 1964, Sydney and received her M.F.A at the university of california in 1994.
– On large (20-30ft) canvases and wax coated paper she explores domestic objects and settings. These impressive works bring charm to seemingly banal and mundane objects.
– There is a contrast between the heaviness of the paper and space it takes up to the delicate lines and details on the paper. A thorough attention to detail is obvious whilst also selective, and in some of the works she draws with painterly qualities.
-I find importance in the way she chooses to take up the paper; rarely filling the whole canvas, the decisive placement conveys a sense of vastness.
-The size of the work forces it to become another room space in itself, it feels far from the feeling you get of a typical drawing on a wall. Although the work is delicate, its presence is anything but.
-The separation of the subject from any form of background creates a structural focus point, it feels similar to the way a sculpture would in a room.
– I love the drawings ability to appear dainty yet limitless, it inspires me to play with scale of the drawing and be more selective of subject matter. The paper that the drawing is on also brings character to the work, there are many imperfections and the fold and tears add so much to it. I want to look at what effect the surface can have on the work and play around with materials to create texture with.

Karla black

Karla Black is a scottish artist, educated at the glasgow school of art 1995-1999.
– Her work is very investigative of the materials she uses. she tends to adopt what comes to hand (toothpaste, hairspray), using her intuition to see outside of typical sculpting mediums- she pushes them to discover all the effects they could possibly give.
-Her work takes influence from the explorative forms that come from sculpture in postmodernism (land art, performance, sound) – she wants to absorb the experimentalism of these mediums but pull it back into sculpture and the focus on aesthetic.
– The colours in her work tend to be very muted pastel colours- i like the way she uses just a touch of colour amongst the surface materials; its something i would like to practice to use colours in less obvious ways.
– she talks about the history of the sculptures she creates- continually building upon happy accidents to become something with many layers. ” the process of painting is the sculpture”. This helps me to be more ok and confident in my decisions; often it takes a long process of decisions before i create. However, i want to start being more instinctive and trust my self to create without second guessing and to be ok with mistakes.
– They way she creates sculpture feels similar to drawing- lots of gesture mark making and direct handling of colours. working into it like you would when drawing. she says she brings the drawing “process into sculpting”. This makes me think about how i can do the opposite- bring techniques of sculpting into drawing- thinking about the lines that can be drawn from sculpture.

roger ackling

Roger Ackling (1947-2014) was an artist who adopted a very specific technique for all of his art career. —He would use a magnifying glass to draw lines using the light of the sun, he would take his time letting the sun and his surroundings have their impact on the drawings and sculptures. Often you can see in his work where the cloud cover was too thick to be able to create lines or where the shade from branches created a creak in his lines.
– his primary materials were found surfaces usually driftwood or card in a variety of sizes or shapes, sometimes using clothes pegs and picture frames in his sculptures, however he create the drawings exclusively with the sun.
– Ackling said “I usually work from left to right and against the grain.  Each line is made up of many black dots.  Each dot is an image of the sun.” i like the idea that the drawing catches a moment beyond what you can see, the time that goes into it and the environment that they were created in can be seen by the textures and marks on the work.
– His work helped me to think about ways i can use my environment as material and how there is much more than what i can see in a still life in front of me. I find it difficult to create a drawing from a pile of objects, i feel the need to just replicate it and im never sure how to find more interesting ways of portraying it.
-Incorporating my drawings into the environment is my next step. the way he uses only light to make the mark made me think about using shadows and highlights as the drawings themselves. i also want to use natural materials- i can find drawings that the trees have made with their branches and roots, i want to channel this into my drawings to create a connection with my subject.

DEVELOPMENTAL DRAWING- WEEK 2

This weeks task was to complete 20 drawings utilising techniques learnt last week and creating a series of 2d and 3d developments.

I enjoyed that we could blend techniques from sculpture into drawing as 3d is where i feel most comfortable. it allowed me to more thoroughly consider the composition of my drawings and explore what perspectives look interesting. using materials like wire and paper to create a 3d drawing allowed to to question what is and isn’t classed as a drawing.
– i felt incorporating my drawings into the environment allowed me to look a the subject differently- finding lines/drawings created with the branches that were already there.
– the contrast between man made and natural objects is something i will continue to explore, i like the structured shapes of man made subjects and the organic, unpredictable lines of natural ones.
– in these works i specifically like the graphite sticks effect, the rough scratchy shading gives some interesting texture and mimics the feel of shadows well.
– i want to avoid being so literal with the drawings- focussing on what the medium can provide itself will help distract me from trying to replicate what i see.

CRIT ADVICE
-its important that i let myself make mistakes and be more explorative in the earlier stages of drawings.
– keep exploring whether something is finished or not, avoid over working and allow myself to stop before everything i see is in the drawing.
– play around with recomposing shapes and focus on negative space.
– continue folded paper work and look at how sculpture can create line with its shadows.

Developmental Drawing- week 1

I played around with a variety of installations and found these to have the most interesting compositions and shapes to draw. As a class we posted our set ups on mural to allow us to draw from each others: https://app.mural.co/t/learningexperiencetraining5909/m/learningexperiencetraining5909/1600077878254/1233bd88e092a96343047160d5ad63ac834da7c3

SEE YOU SEE ME

This task was to create 8 observational drawings from the installations using monochromatic media.

This task was the first time i had drawn in months so i found it challenging; i started by trying to get an accurate replica of what i saw but after looking at artists such as Marianne Eigenheer, i considered other way to communicate what i saw. I varied the time taken from 2 minutes to 1 hour which helped me relax. I also decided to use scrap paper and alternative surfaces to draw on; i found it forced me to think differently about placing a composition and also how the textures could add to the drawing.

we discussed our work in a group tutorial and created a mural to comment on each others work:
https://app.mural.co/t/learningexperiencetraining5909/m/learningexperiencetraining5909/1600247463063/80e21ffa9e7b816780903f9eaf51974a518b2241

DRAWING FOR DRAWING SAKE

The next task was to make 5 drawings which explore mark making, composition, scale, shape, texture etc. Using only 2b pencil, 3h pencil, ink, fine liner, maker pen, charcoal, rubber, masking tape.

I found the limitations for these drawings difficult, however i enjoyed using masking tape to mark out shapes and create a different surface. Trying to avoid the typical ‘draw what you see’ method i played around with half finished drawings and attempted to include more mark making. i really liked the partially completed drawing as it forced me to stop just before i started to over work the page.

ENVIRONMENTAL DRAWING
Drawing our chosen studio space.

Using similar techniques as the previous successful drawings i continued to play around with surface options. I took time to consider what can be classed as drawing and where that can intersect with 3D; i also enjoyed finding areas in my environment that aren’t usually focussed on, finding lines and new shapes within the space they create. Im starting to understand the relationship between the materials and surface and how an interesting drawing doesnt need to look like exactly like the subject.

2D practice- collage

Collage allowed me to manipulate the context of an image which can produce confusion about what its is you are looking at. The red blobs are melting sorbet but when placed in a different setting it looks more alien like something emerging and taking over the space, the slimey red image creates a feeling of discomfort and need to figure out what is going on. I juxtaposed this with quite calm environments which emphasises the feeling that the red blob takes over.

i decided to use one of the print bases i had made to incorporate print together with collage. The collaged shapes are made up of a sponge cake, this triggered my fear of small holes so felt it was perfect, i know that often people with out the fear still feel uneasy looking at that kind of pattern. i aimed to replicate the accidental shapes in the print which ended up tying the two together well.

Continuing the patterns and drawings i have used before, if found this holey shape in a magazine that replicated what i had done before. it furthers the alien look of the first collage, a peaceful scene interjected by colours of fear and an unidentifiable shape. i particularly like the rubbed out picture with red lines running through, i did this by accident not expecting the picture to rub out but it ended up tying together well because i often stay away from the blockiness of collage.

Overall i am pleased by the outcomes of collage, however i will aim to be less precious in the future as i feel i took too long thinking it over instead of making full use of the freedoms collage can give. i prefer the idea of combing collage with other mediums so i plan to carry it on in the future.